Friendship…Is Taking The Hits And Still being Friends

18 03 2007

Love

Take your anger out on me

I will not take it personally

And when tomorrow come a new

I will still be there for you

 

 





Save Me

24 12 2006

Find it close it

Just whatever you do

Don’t loose my hand

To the unknown darkness  This emptiness

So dark and heartless

Fill this hole with love

Dwelling in my heart Fall for me and pray

You’ll lose nothing

I’m the moon alone

Crying and cold  Tears rippling outwards

I’m a lucid mirror

So save me now

Reflecting you I know it’s hard

To cope and strive

Just put up with me

An eternity longer  Once time passes

No one will remember this

Or even our names

Nothing at all So why remain at all

Because I begged for mercy

No, you felt pity for a muse

Disguised as a tortured soul  





I Might Not Last

26 11 2006

These things with ways
We take with abuse
And these childlike minds
Are so abstruse

So free my soul
And help me cry
These words of mine
So far so nigh

A ghost a shadow
Just an octave away
This nonentity of me
A mirror for the fray

This escape of life
I wait to contrive
My soul’s liberation
A hope to revive

“There’s always someone worse off than you, so cry for them instead”





This Life

30 10 2006

My name engulfed in hard cement

Departing serenely another day

And make their hurting souls lament

So they can heal and washed away

 

Forgotten sentiment of the living

Outweigh emotions of the dead

And now the white gates are giving

No comfort no water no bread

 

If the darkness is at full extent

Banished me solitary from light

And my bleeding heart will repent

Fade away from feeling and sight

 

Despite our eternity will always end

Regardless of the impediment battle field

And demise will soon become our friend

The heavens and hell will yield

 

So when my conclusion comes with grace

Forget retribution and past harms

And death be marked with a face

Of a friend with open arms





Quotes For The Broken Hearted

15 10 2006

Quotes and Other Bits and Pieces That I’ve Written or Found

 

(The majority of them are mine)

 

1. “Sing the sorrow

Before tomorrow

Cry away

Before today

Feel the light

When in fright

Darkness as coal

Surround your soul

Do not cry

You did try

For whatever you do

I’ll be there for you” – Carly

 

2. “You can never break a broken person. You can only smash them more” – Carly

 

3. “Would you shoot an enemy? Would you shoot your best friend? What’s the difference?” – Unknown

 

4. “Words are unnecessary because they add nothing” – Unknown

 

5. “Dead and Dying In Heaven” – Old
Melbourne Jail

 

6. “For whatever we lose, like a you or a me, it’s always ourselves we find at the sea” – E.E Cummings

 

7. “For whatever we do, like force a tear to our eye, we become doves with wings, fly high fly high” – Carly

 

8. “Man is neither angel nor beast, and the unfortunate thing is that he who would play the angel plays the beast” –Blaise Pascal

 

9. “My eyes will look up to the stars once. But they will burn long after my eyes see no more” – Carly

 

10. ”It isn’t enough for your heart to break because everybody’s heart is broken now.”
-Allen Ginsberg
 

11. “I have no love in my life for I see no light and feel no warmth. My existence is a whirlpool of endless hopes and dreams” – Carly

 

12. “Regret for wasted time is just more wasted time” –Mason Cooley

 

13. “There dwell the children of the dark Night, the dread gods Sleep and Death” – Hesiod





Poem: Someone Please Watch Over Me

9 10 2006

Someone please watch over me 

I find it hurts to breath

Do you see me shake?

No of course you wouldn’t

No one see’s me at all

 

The air is freezing

Turning my blood to ice

Passing carelessly

My veins desolation

 

My eyes sting

Crying blood and tears

Their broken doors  

Held shut for so long

 

My tormented soul

Trapped in isolation

Someone free me

Help me! Let me out!

 

I fight heartlessly

Battles never won

Scream and kill

Shattering just a mirror

 

I need care

Safety of Comfort

Someone talk to me

Reassure me love me

 

My legs hurt

I can’t run anymore

I have to rest

Don’t leave me, please!

 

My shattered heart

Stone cold

Opened and broken

No glue no time

 

Don’t abandon me

Someone help me!

Bring me back to life

Again





Raging Red Regrets

9 08 2006

The rain falling

The wind in my hair

The people pass by

Of my existence unaware

 

My heart is broken

Every beat with pain

The cold flowing through

My numb lifeless veins

 

This world is so big

Yet there is nowhere to hide

I’m lost in a world of pain

Never finding the other side

 

The water on my windowsill

The fog covering my eyes

The fan forever turning one way

Spinning around our lies

 

Sounds are loud and distant

Like a memory or a thought

Of crying and hurtful screaming

A fear that can’t be taught

 

Blinking to hide my eyes

Darkness a saviour protecting me

My voice desperately screaming

No sound joining the breeze

 

My life a never ending play

My character is dead

Condemned to live eternity

A life of seeing red

 

A fate so plain and terrible

The screams are still so clear

Heaven won’t take me

Hell is already here

 

Cursed to live the day

So clear impossible to forget

A soul so destroyed and broken

My heart of bleeding regret